What can I do to make my love happy? 2007-05-14 18:22

Till now we have not gotten any new from Holland. I know my Leon has been awful and anxious as we thought this horrible long-time waiting. What can I do to make him feel better? Believe me; I’ve tried for my best. But still didn’t work. I can’t do anything else to make my love less sad. I felt awful either, instead, I’ve always been confessed for my disability to him. Why didn’t I do more to give him love as much as possible? Why couldn’t I be so strong and powerful and even almighty to do everything he wants like God always does? Why couldn’t’ I give him much happiness to save him from the horrible darkness instead of living in it forever? I am a terrible people who could not have done anything for him, even couldn’t bring him a little tiny sweet tear. What am I gonna do? God, please give a way to go to make us happy. Please take us away from the hopelessness and darkness. Please let us be together and never be apart for all times. My father almighty, could you hear me?