Got heat stroke, I feel awful! 2007-05-28 15:14

I hate Beijing’s summer day, hot and dry and even so easy to get the internal heat that makes me way too uncomfortable. Since yesterday I have been awful, failing to fall in sleep overnight and to stop sneezing. I might get heat stroke. What a day! I am afraid I couldn’t stand it anymore. How much I am eager to fly to Xiamen soon, where I could walk by seaside as much as I want, breathing fresh air and enjoying great seafood. And how much I am missing those best friends there! Mom ever joked with me that she was doubtful where I was born, Beijing or Xiamen, because I have never been so terrible here before like this. Except of sleeping, everything seemed to lose its self for me to be so hard to devote energies on it. This world is supposed to be colorful, but now it as if doesn’t. Apart from tomorrow we would be interesting to wait and never anticipate what is going on next, things look totally have not the meaning of their existence. Oh my God, what a horrible and evil thought, isn’t it? What’s the matter with me? Is it only because of this detesting weather, which couldn’t stop me eternally, complaining? It really makes me sick!!