New things 2006-12-04 18:43

I fear that everything around me become habitual so that it's so hard to me to quit go back that place where I was. Like piano playing, for example, I used to have one regular fingering way when I was playing a piano piece. Although I at that time knew it might be less available for playing well, it’s not possible to set a new one. Obviously, this is the habit. Just now I played a work composed by Mendelssohn, a famous composer from Germany, in which a small part of first movement on fingering method was difficult. And then I still used old way but it didn't work. Thus I had to try to find others new. You know I never realized that was not as easy as I thought. My fingers and mind were always affected by the former regular. So to me, accepting a new thing is not much easy as merely on music but on my life.