Great tension

I felt bad for Eva after I met her in my recital room, because she told me how she was so under the huge pressure from Irena who kept asking her to practice more and more when she even got sick and when she started to realize that she might not be able to handle it as good as Irena expected, although she definitely made her better on performance. Poor Eva! She would have her last piano lesson with her before go back to German to have a long break. I guess this was the last time seeing her today.

I don’t mean that I just want to tell this story, instead, I am getting worried about myself. If I was Eva, would I be capable to deal with this problem so I can make the further progress? Anyway, I made my decision, after knowing how harder it might be in the following days, that I would never give that up, that I would wash everything down by my own. God help me!