Be cool

What’s wrong with me lately? I don’t get it at all about myself! It was unbelievable that I could easily get mad for just no reason. Speaking of no reason, there is a little anyway, but I can’t say exactly what’s going on with me. Being so emotional is what I’ve been so far.

Today was supposed to be happy for me and Leon. We went to Regent street for shopping and came back to get some food. Finally we ended up today with fighting for a very stupid jean-cleaning issue and didn’t get through it as well as it was supposed to be. Storming out the door, I threw it away and wanted to get a new one, because I didn’t wanna see it anymore to recall my bad memory. Actually now it was not that bad for me who stayed calm already after being so mad. However you don’t know how much more mad I was then, because we couldn’t reach an agreement on certain issue before a compromise was made that we should have respected each other at least. Although we know it happens often, we are trying to let it not bother our life as much as we can. Hopefully it works.